DADDY IM IN LOVE WITH A GANGSTER/CHOLO?

I love gangsters since I was 13 I am now 16,but the real 1s not the type that are wannabes.but my parents dont What should I do? If I am happy my parents wont? I mean the guy is for me so I know I shouldnt care but I am going to have problems with my mom and dad.and were mexican so they want a person whos gonna go to college n have sumthn in theyr life.they wont acept him? What should I do?MY mom knows im into cholos all my homies are,so she alwys asks me y?n my dad dnt know but if he does hell kick me out.